The Largeness of Life*

Haven't been to Life* Expedition the past 3 weeks must say it was REALLY good to be back. For the past two weeks, I can't tell you how BADLY I want to be out of my uni life.

I feel like I'm so done with this chapter and more than ready to start on the next. Seriously, it's almost all I've been thinking about the past two weeks non-stop.

And I know exactly why. It can be boiled down to two specific thoughts that's been on my mind:

1) Waiting to hear back from the final stage of a job interview
2) Studying for my exams

Seriously, I've been at the edge of my feet ALL DAY for the past 2 weeks just waiting for a phone call that may or may not come anytime. And it's mentally tiring, cause I can't focus on anything.

And on top of that, studying for this semester's exam is so much harder than any that I've had to study for in the past. Expected, since it's my final year of uni. The level of difficulty is so discouraging and I can't seem to shake off the anxiety from waiting to hear back from the job at the back of my mind.

This is why I can't wait to get out uni so badly. End this chapter and start a new one, please.

So being in Church today really, REALLY helped. Everyone's testimonials were different but so similar in so many ways. And I identified with it a lot. It was like God was speaking to me, through them. What a blessing.

I guess right now, I'm really learning to let go of my anxieties on these two thoughts. And just turn back my gaze to my Creator. This Infinite God that I've learned to Love and Worship over and over again.

Life the past two weeks have been such a drab, and I really hope I can zoom out, look past these two minor, trivial areas of my life and just marvel at the Largeness of Life* around me once again. Can't let this get me down anymore, because it's really beyond my control. And I should find peace, and not fear in that for my God is ever Faithful, no matter what.

So I'll leave you today with this passage that I heard this morning. And I truly hope that it speaks to you as you go through whatever you're facing in this season of your Life right now, cause it certainly did for me.


Matthew 6 (NIV):

25 "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?

27 Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?

33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."


Wishing all of you with exams/job applications the best in all that you do. Take care of yourselves and of one another.

Much Love,
Winston.